Just another cigarette.

søndag den 27. april 2014

Wierd mood.

So the last couple of weeks i have bin in a pretty wierd mood.

When i am together with friends i feel happy, loved and all that shit. But as soon my friends leave i feel empty.

I havent bin alone a moment this weekend, except for now. But i am glad that my friends left, because i really need some time alone. where i can be alone with my thoughts and just relax.

The picture is there most because i feel lonely and empty, in the love life.

Not because i really want to be in a relationship, but more of the feeling that you are being loved and you are important to someone.

i know my friends love me and i also love them, but there is just a part of me that want to be loved by another person. It has bin 3-4 years now were i have bin single, but i am not complaining because it has bin the time of my life. i have learned so much about myself and really have had the time to get myself to know.

i have made a couple of blog post about this subject before.

I must say i feel kinda silly because of that. but i have this blog so i can get my thoughts out of my head.

So i am really sorry if these posts are boring you.

And also a sorry that i haven't blogged in a while, I just have bin so busy and haven't had a single clue on what to write.

torsdag den 9. januar 2014

The Hobbit - The Desolation Of Smaug.

onsdag den 8. januar 2014

Stay positive!

Okay so this is a new year! and do i have any new years resolutions? no i have not, i just gonna focus on what i have bin doing almost all the year of 2013.
I am focusing on staying positive, looking positive on everything that comes to me. i am also focusing on doing great in school and getting something out of it.

But all in all just keep on going with staying positive and enjoying life like i want to! i want to be a person that always are happy, also if it is small things that i can be happy about.

Every day i take 5 minutes to think about the positive about my day.
So today i can say that the positive about it was that there is still no snow here, my apartment is clean, i had a fun day in school and i got a lot done on no time today, for a presentation i have to do with a classmate tomorrow! and then i put all the negative things away and don't let anything ruin my day.

But the point of this blog post is that even in the darkest times you can find positive things. just look on the bright side!

I can relate to the dark times right now, because my dad told me the 25th of December that he had bin identified with prostate cancer. But they found it pretty soon and it have not spread. so he is gonna have a operation pretty soon i hope, so he should be fine. the odds are in his favor! So i am taking the positive here and just thinking about that.

So even if you have in the darkest place then try to find light and think positive!
Like i say "life is to short to go around and be sad or angry".

So i hope this are gonna help some of you guys.

Enjoy life people and ill see ya'all pretty soon!

fredag den 27. december 2013

If i won a million dollars?

If I won a million dollars what would I do with them? here is a little list.

Things for myself:

- Buy a playstation and a lot of games.
- Buy a new bed.
- buy a new tv.
- Buy a new computer.
- Go on a trip with my friends.
- Buy a bunch of new clothes!
- Get some more tattoos.
- Redo my apartment!
- Go on an adventure somewhere in the world.

For my friends and family:

- Give my mother and father some really awesome gifts.
- Take my mother, her boyfriend and my sister out on a trip, to somewhere they really want to go.
- Give my family and friends some good gifts.
- Pay my mother and father back for the money i have borrowed.

Others:

- Give my cat some new toys and stuff.
- Donate money to charity.

mandag den 23. december 2013

Telling the guy/girl that you like them!??!?

"i like you", is the sentence i have a really hard time saying to another person. I am sure there are many of you out there who has it the same way. But i am just sitting here, just wanna talk to that person, get high with that person, wanna cuddle, one to laugh with and wanna have good sex with. BUT, when it comes to saying the words i am just getting all of these thoughts in my head, that are saying "what if he don't like me?", then i am thinking more and more about it, and i always end up saying, "nooo i should not say it." Why cant it be like "hey i like your face, wanna go out" easy. like just be confident and say it.

How do you guys do out there? are you just saying the words or are you like me avoiding it?

Hope y'all have a lovely christmas, together with loved ones. I am gonna spend my night with my dads side of the family this year, so i am gonna have a really lovely christmas eve.

Happy holidays from Pernille.