So the last couple of weeks i have bin in a pretty wierd mood.
When i am together with friends i feel happy, loved and all that shit. But as soon my friends leave i feel empty.
I havent bin alone a moment this weekend, except for now. But i am glad that my friends left, because i really need some time alone. where i can be alone with my thoughts and just relax.
The picture is there most because i feel lonely and empty, in the love life.
Not because i really want to be in a relationship, but more of the feeling that you are being loved and you are important to someone.
i know my friends love me and i also love them, but there is just a part of me that want to be loved by another person. It has bin 3-4 years now were i have bin single, but i am not complaining because it has bin the time of my life. i have learned so much about myself and really have had the time to get myself to know.
i have made a couple of blog post about this subject before.
I must say i feel kinda silly because of that. but i have this blog so i can get my thoughts out of my head.
So i am really sorry if these posts are boring you.
And also a sorry that i haven't blogged in a while, I just have bin so busy and haven't had a single clue on what to write.